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Nancy Roman

Just Admit It

Did you ever see an animal screw up and then look embarrassed?

It happens sometimes. A dog swings a toy and hits himself in the face. A cat jumps to the counter and misses. A robin loses his battle with a worm. A usually surefooted squirrel wipes out on ice-crusted snow.

And they might looked embarrassed. Maybe for a moment.

Then it’s gone.

And really, it was never there. Animals may have a moment of confusion, as they try to figure out what just happened. But it is not embarrassment. We humans interpret it that way. Because we see embarrassment all the time. We feel embarrassment all the time.

Only humans feel ashamed of themselves.

This may be a good thing. For our own self-esteem, we want to see ourselves in a good light. The fear of shame keeps us on a righteous path. After all, what will everyone think?

I saw this image just yesterday:

Oh yes. We want everyone to think kindly of us. We want to think kindly of ourselves.

And so we often behave quite well – as we try to hold on to the best image of ourselves.

Some people who do not believe in a Supreme Being think that humans invented an omniscient God to make sure people behaved well when there is no one to judge them. To ensure that people will self-judge, believing that someone is watching their good and bad behavior. I won’t delve into whether I believe this or not. But I certainly see the use of it in a civilized society. Just ask a four-year-old about Santa.

So yes, Shame is useful. Beneficial even.

But it has a very significant drawback.

People will go to great lengths to avoid Shame.

Being wrong has become enormously shameful in its own right.

But everyone is wrong sometimes. Everyone makes mistakes sometimes. When did being wrong become such a horrible shameful emotion that hardly anyone wants to admit to any level of wrongness?

“I made a mistake” is not such a bad thing to say.

But the shame that is now attached to making a mistake seems to be a source for the protective shell that people build around their decisions and beliefs.

Can one be wrong about something they formerly believed? Why not? Ask any ten-year-old about Santa.

Why is it so much harder for adults? Why, when we make a decision, do we then feel that we have to defend it with our very lives?

I remember years ago when I had set up a certain procedure at work that didn’t turn out very well. I said, “Well, my idea sucked. Let’s try something different.” my co-workers were shocked. How could I just abandon my own program? Well, because not every idea I have is a good one.

Was I embarrassed that my protocol didn’t work? Maybe a little. Ashamed I had made a mistake? Maybe a little. But for heaven’s sake, I needed something that worked, not something that made MORE work. Why in the world would I stick to it, just because it my idea? I certainly would not have stuck with it had it been some other idiot’s idea. So I was an idiot that time. Time marches on. Shame doesn’t have to.

Perhaps our human reluctance to admit a mistake has always been there. Pride is a powerful emotion. I think many wars were fought for important justifiable reasons, but I also think that many wars were the result of an inability to back down.

On a personal level, I think we hurt ourselves by self-enforced blindness to our mistakes. By sticking with a decision long past its usefulness. By our ego-centered need to protect our beliefs. By our inability to admit that we were just plain wrong.

We stay at jobs we detest. We lie to ourselves about our expenditures. We live in homes that no longer fill our needs. We have an excuse for being late, missing the phone call, burning the dinner, running out of gas, filling out the wrong form, not visiting our relatives,

We maintain our loyalty to politicians and clerical or civic leaders when their actions demonstrate that they do not have our interest at heart. Instead of admitting we were deceived by rhetoric, we explain away or even deny abhorrent or dangerous decisions.

We hold onto relationships that are unhealthy emotionally or physically, because we once thought that a certain person was the love of a lifetime. Maybe it is okay if they were the love of a year. It was not a mistake to savor that year, but admit it is over.

Just admit it.

Just say – just once in a while,

“I made a mistake.”

You will live through it.

Save your shame for something truly bad. Being wrong isn’t it.

11 Comments

  1. So if a certain person never admits guilt, never seems to have any embarrassment or shame (and yet does awful things), does that make him less than human, even if he seems to have a slightly unnatural orangish tint? I have never seen anything like it. Asking for a friend.

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  2. I have had some embarrassing moments in life but I am human so that happens

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  3. It frustrates me no end when people around me refuse to admit their mistakes and, more especially, when they cast blame on others for their actions. “S/he told me to …” and/or “S/he gave me bad advice …” and or “S/he made me do it…” just doesn’t cut it when you are over about the age of 8. And hanging on to some misguided notion that you are right (or that someone you believed in who has proven themselves to be not exactly trustworthy), no matter the outcome, baffles me. This is a very timely and spot-on post; unfortunately, those who don’t admit their mistakes won’t see themselves in it!

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  4. Dawn Allison

    Brilliant! Well said. I always applaud your perspective. I learned decades ago, in a Dale Carnegie course, there is no shame in admitting you are wrong, or afraid. That is how we grow, by owning our mistakes. Respond to a mistake with “You are right. I’ll take care of it.”
    Thank you for sharing this.

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  5. Tim

    Well said, Nancy.

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  6. Deb

    Absolutely correct Nancy.

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  7. I have blogged about shame, too. It is an interesting thing to delve into.

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  8. “The only people who don’t make mistakes are those who don’t do anything.” I try to remember that when I mess up!

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  9. To paraphrase [somebody], who said, “Humans are the only animals that blush, or need to.”

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  10. My dog Finn fell down the last few steps at the bottom of our stairs last week, and immediately popped up, swung around, sat down and gave me a brief “smile.” It was so cute, sort of like “that didn’t really happen, did it?” But of course that’s my very human take on it, who knows what he was really thinking.
    I do agree about shame…it’s something we seem hardwired to avoid, but the fact is, we don’t have to be ashamed of our mistakes or missteps. They’re just a normal part of life. The best thing to do is just own it, apologize, and move on. Easier said than done, I know! Thanks for an insightful post.

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